skinny bitch

saw on facebook the other day, a friend of mine mentioned the book "skinny bitch".

i did what every curious person does.  i googled it. 

i had never heard of this before.  and after looking at the website for this book (http://www.skinnybitch.net/)....  i decided, ok, well, im not taking my fat ass to the book store, lets check Ebay. 

Totally bought a set -- Skinny Bitch & Skinny Bitch in the Kitch.

I'm about 1/3 of the way thru Skinny Bitch, and let me tell you --- best book I've ever read. 

I still havent decided if I have the will power to do what they suggest, but it really, really makes you think...

Anyone out there ever read the books?  Have you followed their suggestions???? 

oh, what the f*ck.

i have no time, i have no motivation.  but yet i WANT to be thin.
but i dont wanna work at it. 

and its not even like wearing the bodybugg is HARD to do!!!!!  jesus.  i cant even remember to put the damn thing on in the morning.

thats all ive gotta do.  WEAR IT.  i can remember to wear a bra, underwear, and pants most of the time, but for some reason, the bugg escapes me.

GRRRRRRRRRRRR.

oh and we have freaking christmas this week. 

ok, so im gonna try and remember to wear the bugg every day. 
and for realz starting on saturday, since all my christmas crap is o-vah, watch my food, and work the hell out.

how hard can it be?  i have 4756761327654313576 DVDs to choose from, plus my Wii fit, and the 9237498173 other workout "games" for the wii, and a freakin treadmill.  all here in my lil ol livin room.

so, yea, my NY rez is startin early.  Dec. 26. 

for real this time.

oh, but, one more thing internet peoplez.........  can ya get my kids to leave me the hell alone for about 45 minutes every evening so i can take care of all that crap???  kthanksbye :)

tools of my trade....

Well, I'm a HUGE fan of biggest loser, so I finally broke down and bought myself a BodyBugg. 

Today is actually the 2nd day I've had it on. 

Last night, I was kind of in AWE at the thing.  It said I burned like 3136 calories yesterday.....  And that was through regular activity, nothing more than I do on most days.  No exercising.  Im curious to see if today's is remotely the same.  Cuz, for real, I tracked my food, and I ate about 1400 calories.  Thats a 1600+ deficit.  How the HELL am I such a lard ass??? 

So, we shall see how today comes out. 

So far today, it says im at 1598 calories burned...  and the extent to my exercise so far has been some lunchtime shopping. 

I purchased the Biggest Loser for Wii game a couple weeks ago.  And I DID do a workout or 2.  I really do like it.  Today, my goal is to do a workout when i get home. 

Im going to try and post my Calories In / Out later tonight.....

I swear I'll be a skinny bitch, even if it kills me.

Ive always been a chubby chick.  Never been any skinny in this bitch. 
But, Im so totally tired of that. 
Last year, I dropped like 45lbs, like nothing flat.  Then, i gained it ALLLLLLLLLLLL back, plus 10. 
FUCKING SUCKS.

I'm completely guilty of closet eating.  Totally.  Not that I binge and purge, but if no one is looking, I'll cram a cookie in my mouth, JUST BECAUSE IT IS THERE.

Carbs and snack foods, oh they KILL ME.  I'm a total muncher. 

And I dont know how to say NO. 

So, anyway, Im gonna use this blog as a diary to force me to be accountable to anyone that may read this at some point in time. 

And, hopefully, in 6 months, I'll be able to say WOOOOO HOOOOOOOO I'm a skinny bitch!!!!!
Even more important, in 6 months after that, I'll be able to say that I'm STILL a skinny bitch!  Cuz, for real, I gotta keep the shit OFF.