holy shit.
seriously? i havent posted since jan 26? good god i suck.
and ive had all these awesome people commenting and talking to me and ive been so neglectful and just a really bad internet friend.
i sowwy. you forgive me? pwease???????
so, yea, life is effin busy. like way busier than it should be. and i have a sinus infection that is killing me slowly.
so between the kids, work, school, new babies in my life, and feeling like complete ass, something had to get neglected, and well, i sorry, it was the internet.
but, this lifestyle food change has been going quite well.
i cant remember what i lost last week, but im down a hair over 12lbs now. and thats JUST by changing what i eat & drinking a TONNNNNNNNNNNNN of water every day. i have not exercised like at all.
ok, i lied, i was on the elliptical for seriously 5 minutes once last week.
no, im not kidding.
and, since one of my BFFs IRL and i booked a trip to vegas for april, this skinny bitch wanna be has decided that i need to lose faster. or at least tone it up while im at it. cuz, really, 12lbs in a month is fantabulous, its like 3lbs a week averaged out, and i cannot complain.
but its been a month, so i need to kick it up a notch.
sooooooooo, today??????
today im going to start letting jillian michaels kick my ass. again.
today is going to be day 1 of the 30 day shred program.
i know what you're thinking.......... why today? why start on a thursday for cripes sake right? (thats what the BFF said when i was telling her the plan the other day anyway)
well, heres why. im not a morning person. ever. but, in order to fully get the benefits of a 30day program, you have to work out all 30days right?
well, tuesdays & wednesdays i cannot work out after work. so that means i have to get my fat lazy sleepy ass off the couch at 5am and work out on those days.
well, for someone thats used to being a slug, thats an insurmountable task.
HOWEVER.
my theory is that if i workout in the evenings / days thursday, friday, saturday, sunday, and monday, ill be feelin pretty damn good by tuesday and will be more likely to say ok, i can DO THIS when that godforsaken alarm clock goes off at 5 on tuesday morning. because im not gonna wanna ruin my 5 day streak.
so, hopefully my internal pep talks are going to work.
wish me luck bitches :)
i love you all and will seriously catch up & visit all of you soon.
