im still here!!!!!!!!!!!!

is anyone there???????  i swear, im still around!!!!!!!!!

i havent forgotten any of you!!!!!!!!

im still workin it. 

im down a total of 17lbs.  not nearly enough to make me happy, but im stickin to it.

i did finish the 30 day shred with jillian michaels.  im very proud of myself for doing it. 

and have found that i LOOOOOOOOOVVEEEEEEEEEE getting up at 5am to work out.  i feel so freaking fantastic for the rest of the day.  it really is amazing.  i have only skipped 2 workouts since the beginning of feb. 

however, the results of the 30days with jillian really kind of disappointed me.  i lost more freaking weight before i started working out than i did in the 30 days with her.  sounds kinda fucked up to me.  i have a theory though, and i think that this is because this dvd is a lot of strength training.  and this dvd definitely toned more than burned fat. 

my mom says she can see in my midsection that the workouts are definitely working, so i keep at it.  plus i can see my biceps coming back!  woot!!!!!!

ive slacked on journaling my food though in the last couple weeks.  and im pissed at myself for that.

so, this past monday i started workin with the biggest loser cardio max dvd again.  and im excited to see what happens with it.  the last time i worked out and lost weight, this was my DVD......  this dvd ROCKED.  and im loving it so far.  i can feel it in places that jillians dvd did not touch.  so, awesome. 

hows everyone else out there doing???????  ive been so overwhelmed with school and work and my kids that i just have NOT had the moments free to get in touch with all my girls. 

i hope you are all kickin ass and takin names.